Friday, March 30, 2012

Conflicts

Well,these days I kinda have some conflicts of my own. "Is this right or wrong?" , "Is this the way things should be?" or "Should we be like this?". Yup, you are right. Relationship problems. Actually we haven't had any further progress but still there are things do kinda bother me. Both of us have way different backgrounds,we lived at different places with different cultures and we are certainly different from the aspect of ideology and educations. How could we had interest in each other as there are huge differences between us? "I don't know" that's what i can tell you. Might be fate,might be luck or worst,a disaster.

I believed in soul mate. I know I know, I'm kinda weird and old-fashioned but this is me :) (He always comments me with the word 'weird' but i kinda used to that now ) There do have some kind of special feeling whenever we are together doing anything. It's kinda like we know what's each others is thinking, which lets us cooperated easily and successfully.( The word in chineses is  默契 ) I never experienced something that magical with anyone else,that's why i'm very very interested in him :)

In overall, he is a good guy,with funny,optimistic,caring,responsible and much more characteristics ( which i didn't really want to compliment much more as he will get perasaan again =.= ) But with some bad habits which I don't really like. And there's where the some of the conflicts starts. However, praised the Lord that he do listen to my advises and started to overcome those habits =) Great Job piggy xD

Well,there is nothing much to say and I think I gonna end here :) Hope that the conflicts I had will all be settled soon. Thanks for reading, felt better after splitting out.


P.S. Piggy: Sorry,I don't know how to tell you all these things so I just write them here.Nitez nitez :)

Sunday, March 25, 2012

I'm just 17 and four months old

I'm still young. I haven't sat for the 'undang's talk which already states that I hardly can drive xD. I had just finished the two-months-and-two-weeks hell like national service. Im a former British Council English Intensive Course Upper Intermidiate class student. I'm currently waiting for anything that could lead my life to somewhere which is way different around.

I'm getting 18. I'm still single but I'm loved :). there is a somebody who recently did creep into my heart. So anyone who is interested in me,I would like to apologise as I'm not available n unaccessible now and later this year. I do have some crushes,but you crushes are still crushes,they won't mean anything to you after the two-week-mood. I know I sound like a jerk now but anyways,this is me xD

So this is the end of the 'Getting 18' post. Enjoy reading my craps and have a nice day. I will be updating my blog sooner or later or whenever I'm not lazy :)