Alone ≠ loneliness

Am I holding in or dealing with it? I don't know. I felt so torn inside. Struggling with loneliness. I know this is a battle of my own. It was said that the moments you feel lonely are the moments you may most need to be by yourself.  Ha! What makes you sick cures you. I don't believe it at first, thinking that being alone is the loneliest and it would be the last thing that I ever wanted to do. But now, here I am, alone in the room, escaping from those noisy world outside. I felt a lot more comfortable, under my own skin, doing the things I want and just be me.  Now I know why I'm always felt terrible after those long hours of socialising. And it's time for me to do find ways to fight off these terrible feelings, to figure out where to go and what I want to do. Always keep in mind that you are not lonely, unless you felt so. Being alone doesn't means that you are lonely. 

P.S. For those who also felt this way, I would like to recommend a website, which had always brings the light for me whenever I'm no good. 

http://www.marcandangel.com/2014/03/19/10-things-to-remember-when-you-feel-lost-and-alone/