Saturday, October 11, 2014

Hand. Grab. Hand

SO there's this guy, who i barely know, where we met at the faculty's general office for the first time. He's blocking half of the narrow hallway, where my friend and I are walking towards another friend of mine. I don't really saw his face, just his voice "Sorry" and him shifting towards the wall. But still our bags brushes to each other's. Do I already paid attention to him since that time? I don't really recall.

Then there's this second time where during the welcoming concert for freshmen's, him and this one typical banana (means Chinese who doesn't know Chinese) was like suddenly being so excited for liking the same singer. This singer is then i found out he is the Jason M'raz, who I was mistaking with David Guetta. That's just so humiliating. =.=. The third time is where we were being grouped as a team during campus hunt through this very lousy game. And with everyone looking at each other or at the ground, he volunteered to become the leader. Thus, named our team as hungry chickens and the slogan 'We are hungry, don't make us angry'. A great laugh, indeed.

The instance when i was attracted to him is during a game where we as a team being blind folded and as the leader, he needs to listen to the instructor's whistle carefully while the other team being the distractor. The moment his hands grabbing mine, the time where i was blinded by the dark cloth, something went through my whole body. So, this is it. The warmth of his hands bring thrills to my heart. Just as what the love songs, novels and movies says, electrical jolts from my head to the toes. It's a pleasant feeling though. Being able to have my hands wrapped warmly, makes me realised how long is it since the last time I'm being held my someone other than me. I don't know whether he felt anything at all, but all, ALL sorts of feeling ran through my body and my heart.

Since then, I'm doomed. All i could think of is him before sleep. So, this is love-struck. Unpredictable. Uncontrollable. Well, I'm going to end this feeling anyway. Seem's like he had got this important girl in his life. It's the right person during the bad time again.  There are no what ifs. I'm sure this time. :/